Strong Enough..

In my next life i do not want to be reborn as a woman... having said that..let me state that i am a hard core feminist and was also nicknamed "Jhansi ki Rani" during my college days.. yet i guess times are a little too early for a woman to be liberated..

Personally i want liberation from my various states of mind.... when i talk too much..feel too much and think too much....i am often told....its not your fault...you are a woman...you cant help it... from where do i get so man things to uselessly worry about?

all you fellow women out there....tell me is it a crime to worry a little too much....or to be expressive....or to expect the same....

we know that everything around us is doing just fine... nothing unusual is about to kick in...and we are doing our usual stuff just the way we do.... yet an insecurity sweeps in.... am i getting lost somewhere? i want to be pampered...i want to be told everyday that i am loved and wanted.....that i am important....
wait here....i wont impose it on you guys....i just spoke my heart out...

maybe i am a new kid on the block.....
maybe i need to learn a lot more....

i would be better off if i were like men....
think little....feel minimal.... do minsicule....and express nothing....

i wish i too were strong enough....